some things

just dont change.

no matter

how much you think that you can forget it

or how much you try to believe that it's over.

it never will be.

i can hardly describe

the feeling inside now.

i think i understand

but i dont think i do

by virtue of the fact

that i think that im thinking that i understand.

it's quite a feeling.

makes one more human again.

"like how much you..."