ok.

i admit

im starting to feel alittle jittery.

okay,

VERY JITTERY

AHHHHH

okay,

ill be back to see the world on 7 dec.

ahhh.

im eating my maggie mee.

im supposed to be asleep though,

like 3 hrs ago.

i was on facebook just now.

browsing through the profiles

of those i know

and peeping at some whom i dont.

i went out earlier in the evening.

feels good to spend your time

elsewhere.

people are getting prettier out there.

it had been three long weeks.

with three even longer ones to come.

i feel wasted.

and really tired.

sometimes

you feel like you cant depend on anyone

and this time

it's not a feeling,

it is how it is.

i know i wont be the best,

but neither will i settle for the worst.

i am an infantry cadet.

an infantry cadet i will be.

3x exercises last week.

another 3 more this coming week.

one last week of last minute prep

then off to jungle land i go.

tired.

let time fly more quickly.

and let me live well.

heal my heart

soul

and

ankle.