i have no idea

for how long

will i

be able

to keep this false calmness.

i cant

wait to burst

burst out of this shell.

it's so small

it's suffocating

and my iTOUCH

will only be delivered next week.

im no longer

a sierra warrior.

im now a bravo

newbie,

along with 15 others.

i guess

thats probably

the main thing

thats bugging me now.

i wouldnt mind

spending

a whole pro term in sierra

even if it was for INFANTRY.

but then again,

who would?

i'm really bored tonight.

i wished time would stop.

like REALLY REALLY stop.

okay better not.

that would mean

a longer time

till commission.

now the stakes have risen.

a higher probability of ooc

a higher probability of EXTRAS

like REALLY REALLY HIGHER

a VERY LIKELY possibility of negligible bookouts

like VERY VERY LIKELY

sometimes

i really hate it

when people

get to walk the easy route

but i on the other hand

have to FIGHT my way through

like REALLY FIGHT.

but in the end

bother of us reach the SAME destination.

like REALLY SAME DESTINATION.

fast forwardmy life man.

like REALLY.

GET IT MOVVVINGGGGG

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH