i dont want to march on alone.

tonight

feels like

one of those

pre A levels-blues

kind of night.

where it's cold

and quiet

save for the music playing

in the back.

and you know

you have another pile

of notes to read,

and you cant sleep till it's done

and where you tell everyone

you're alright

but actually

you really want someone

to sit beside you

and tell you

"it's alright

ill be around, just if you need me".

those kind of nights.

but on the contrary,

you know that

you're really alone.

and that they will not know

how you are,

till you tell them.

but then again,

they may just be too busy themselves

to really care bout you.

yea.

those kind of nights.

have you ever had them?