on such a gloomy day

you realise you have

no one to call

or message.

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was so much of a past thing.

no one is to mention the c word again.

it's taboo.

it has been so long since

i felt any sense of self satisfaction

and gratification.

why am i always

so close yet so far?

nan dao shi

xiao shi liao liao da wei bi jia?

i kinda miss jc

and the skirts.

well

three more to pop.

then 12 days leave.

and off to screw-you-hard land again.

off to shower

and back to camp.

bye darlings

remember to sing yourselves a song,

one for me too

if you have the time.