home never felt better.

bmt is a little boring.

but i'll hold up strong

and sail through it

like how i do for everything,

for i am not to be trampled

nor put down neither would i be let down

because failure is not an option.

the aligned stars

never really meant anything.

it's just lip service.

they can't do anything to cure the loneliness.

going back tmr evening.

i'm going in to be trained as a soldier

not a celebrity,

in the early morning run

when the cold wind blows.

alrighty baby.

i'm all set and ready

to ROOOAAAARRR.

i even shaved my head

by myself.

damn i'm good.

but it kinda sucks

knowing that you only began bmt

when everyone is either

at ocs or sispec.

and no one i know

is going in the same time as me

save joo.

IT'S OKAY.

SERVITUDE TO NATION!

tmd 2 weeks plus to book out

sibei long la.

please dont forget i existed.

hello earth.

this is the last week

that i'll be in your embrace.

for come next week,

i'll be in the arms of nature.

i'd say

i've spent alot more time

with myself these days.

i can't say i understood myself better.

all that happened

was that i got more confused.

hmmm.

i shan't feel guilty

'bout doing absolutelty nothing at all

with no plans for the day

and any activities would be impromtu.

this period will probably be the only time

that i'll ever get to do whatever i want

and have all the time to myself.

well,

i think.

i find it so hard

to express in words now.

i just pray good things

will come my way.