the night beckons.

what a cold

solemn

unexciting

starless

silent night.

interrupted only

by the static of the radio

and occasional outbursts of commercials

on the tv.

i dont feel like sleeping just yet.

life at this point is so utilitarian.

ive got to sleep,

TYSes await.

just when you feel like you need

someone who's as insane to be awake at this time

in the midst of As,

you realised

you have no friends to message or call.

all you can do

is to keep the lonely heart

upbeat

with the music on your player.