i woke up

to an unusual tune.

such long weekends

always make me glee with joy.

but today

i was sad.

sad.

sad.

sad.

im highly distracted

and highly unmotivated.

i guess

the dream ends here.

its back

to the fierce

world of fighting

jealousy

and heart breaks.

dreams can come true.

but i doubt

this one will.

such an obscure possibility

that the world

will spin the other way.

im not happy.

not at all.

and still have to

stduy for god damn prelims.

things are getting dirty

and sick.