i should stop being so obsessed

with the intangible

and start appreciating

whats around

for they wont be there

for long.

right.

im gonna talk to everyone i see from now on.

i think.

i dont think im capable

of looking so far into the future anymore.

no more coinfidence

no more assurance

much less even any forsight.

taking one step at a time.

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i sit alone

at the bar.

downing.

i talk to myself.

all

alone.