the stress is on.

oh

such is the life.

oh god

such is the life.

what have to gain?

just lots to lose.

time is running out

by

and away.

if only the ink

would stain my eyes

instead of the sheets of paper

for i have no desire

to see the future.

on and on

we run ,

some end up flying

others crawling behind.

oh

such is the life.

for the near eternity

i know i have found

and lost you.

there seem to be no end in sight.

im not in tuned with

the surroundings yet.

where art thou?

oh

such is the life.

prelims loom.

should i stay

or should i go?

and i really really

never learn from my lessons

do i?

i should just god damn concentrate

on studying.

its forbidden baby.

im god damn lost for words.

i dont know what to do anymore.

steady..

steady..

steady..

focus.

and GOOOOOOOO!

the race begins.

what's left behind

cannot be retrieved

i should stop being so obsessed

with the intangible

and start appreciating

whats around

for they wont be there

for long.

right.

im gonna talk to everyone i see from now on.

i think.

i dont think im capable

of looking so far into the future anymore.

no more coinfidence

no more assurance

much less even any forsight.

taking one step at a time.

______________________

i sit alone

at the bar.

downing.

i talk to myself.

all

alone.

yes

im jealous.

and youve got to go someday

just that i dont know when

and how.

the week hasnt ended

im still in the worst week of the year.

and i doubt itll get any better tmr.

this is the greatest challenge ever.

and the greatest setback.

this has been the saddest week of the year.

i dont know

what to believe in

anymore.

luck?

coincidence?

twisted charm?

im gonna lose confidence

in the last thing that still makes my worth marked.

yeah

this is the worst week ever.