my days are getting shorter

and nights

longer.

time is running so fast

and my mind never seem

to get a rest.

shoot me in the head

and let me sleep,

even if its 5 minutes

or a quarter

or even 10 secs,

itll all do fine.

its better than an eternal

mechanical

rusty piece of clockwork.

oh

id be damned

for habouring such thoughts.

a proposal of indecency

and a prowl for the golden coin.

a matter of choice,

but a choice of sorts.

god

i shldnt be thinking of all this

the least i need now

is distraction from another world.