for one,

there'll still be somewhere deep inside

where the show is still going on.

for two,

i can hardly feel any affiliation at all,

it was as if the show never took off.

i want it to end,

yet the irony is that there is no longer any feeling,

so why would i bother if it continues or end?

but one thing im sure,

theres no point in looking back.

all i want now

is to run away,

to a faraway place.

again.

im an escapist.