ok.

my longest break ever from my malahblog.

ok.

no inspiration yet.

wait till i get emo.

dinner tonight

consists of a plate of bacon

and a can of coke.

the world hates me.

have i failed

as a leader,

a friend,

a student,

a son,

a colleague?

have i?

lets see how tmr goes.

i doubt things will be any better.

i cant take it anymore.

i just dont understand.

why doesnt anyone feel the same at all?

even if they do,

why arent they doing anything?

have i really done the right thing?

or is it all over too soon?

much sooner than i thought.

all alone in this.

no one understands.

haish.

term 1 is ending

like tomorrow.

march camp on fri sat sun.

tt takes up 3 days of my mugging plans

plus 2 more days to offset my lethargy from camp,

that makes five.

GOOODNESSSS! FIVEEEE DAYS.

haish.

i live my life,

i am who i am.

i have my friends

and you have ur screwed up ones.

i walk the streets with my head held high

but you people just think

that we are snobbish arrogant and out of control.

let me tell you why,

that's because we're better than YOU.

we gave you the default shoulder length of respect.

but as usual,

i guess we're too idealistic,

or at least for me.

because that respect

has been reduced to naught.

I DO NOT/ WILL NOT/ CAN NOT

take orders from someone

who do NOT deserve our respect.

why is the world all so messed up?!

i need to rectify the problems in my life,

and eliminate those thorn(S) in the flesh.

go HC gooo!

argggHH.