maybe i should really get down

to thinking what i really want.

ive been lead by the nose

for so long

that ive always been feeling lost and aimless

and its anxiety and apprehension all the time.

it has been so long since i really felt

positive about something,

looking forward and enjoying the moment.

i should start studying like shit,

because without that shit i would get nowhere.

shit really stinks

but the more it stinks

the more youll think that it doesnt.

i wanna get something out of my life

at the end of every phase of it.

time to get realistic

and into the shit.