why must people make things all so complicated. wouldnt it be nice if everything was simple, innocent and absolutely no brainer? well on the other hand, then people will start to make things complex and hard.

hmmm apparently im a very incoherent and votatile person. fragments of ideas and after thoughts just swarm me endlessly. or maybe its just the night and the cold wind thats making us all mesed up. hahaa one day ill be so lost in thoughts that ill live everyday as if a dream.

somethings caught me again. its that bu gan luo huo and zi wo cui mian mentality thats making me spin. with so many wants, theres hardly a time that we're ever satisfied.

back to reality. hope i dint kill the kids today. its not even half the power yet, just for some novelty. hmmm. this is getting no where so i shall go off to sleep.