okay

i have made up my mind.

i shall go get my shin guards

if not a few more blows to my shin

will akin it to a broken matchstick.

waha

i cant tune my body clock back

im dead.

im still going to bed in the wee hours of the morning

and waking up only at mid day.

it's last week of the holidays already.

i dont feel renewed, refreshed

just a sick continuation of things.

hmmm

haish

has always been as such anyway.

just that next year will mark the end of many things.

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my head's spinning again.