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Sunday, October 29, 2006 @ 2:31 AM
im feeling aimless again.
spent four hours on the comp playing need for speed underground and i dun think tapping on the keyboard will allow me to find my aim. went for scream last night. waha the haunted trail was damn koool *AppLaUSE* but v few people turned up for the event. my room's still unpacked papers, books and worksheets sprawled all over the bed. havent been slping on my bed since god knows how many months ago. J1 is over just like that. i feel so unaccomplished. just what the hell is happening. something that was supposed to be so fulfilling and great became so empty and minute. damn. what's happening. i wanna run away again. there's nothing worth looking forward to nothing worth fighting for. WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING i wanna shout it all out. i cant keep it inside any longer. everytime i sleep i tell myself tomorrow's gonna be better but everytime i wake up i feel the same listlessness and frustration. no one knows it better than me and only me. my work out plan has failed my hair's growing out of control the auntie sold me a lousy set of prospecs its 2.36 am and im sitting alone typing away i feel as if life has thrown me out of the window dumping me into the tragedy of the unknown my english is getting so bad that i cant even express myself properly. HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA SURVIVE ANOTHER YR IN JC i feel pathetic. no one else could make me feel any worse. |
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