im disturbed

how can anyone be so indifferent

towards someone

who kinda went off course

and that someone

is like the world to him.

release me.

everytime something goes wrong

ill get affected.

just knock some bloody sense into ur heads will you

never had family felt this close.

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alot more to study

practically hvnt touched maths econs n chem

spent like one and a half weeks on physics

tan hui zhen ought to be proud of me

sucker.

3 more weeks to promos.

in fact its like 2 n a half weeks.

screwed.

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lose myself in the music around.

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one day i shall fight in tkd nationals

but maybe that one day will never come.

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ive been thinking so much

that ive forgotten how to speak.

maybe i should just give up talking altogether.
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they just leave

without saying goodbye.

one day

i will disappear

without bidding farewell too.