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Friday, September 01, 2006 @ 10:32 AM
i wished
i could make the music play forever and forever so that i can dance forever and never stop. not that i can dance anyway. big national events like chinese new year, national day and teachers day celebrations have always left me lost and upset but not so much for teachers day though. ... i feel unwanted and unforgiven. ive never been very close to my upper sec class and the council peeps turned out to be more distant than i thought. the only people i really enjoy being with and can lose myself with are the ncc peeps. they make my day. i feel as if ive been cheated for the whole of my life. im sick of fighting with myself but i just cant get over it. im sure its the aftermath of the get-out-of-rv-&-go-insane syndrome _____________________________________________ i decided not to go out with 6c in the evening so i went home and slept from 5pm to 10 am wah shiok man never had so much sleep before. now my head feels so heavy. 不忘记写下樱花飘落的那场雨________ |
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