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Sunday, August 20, 2006 @ 3:01 AM
suddenly thought of the past
how stupid i was how unforgiving i was towards myself and others how i thought i was so smart and knew how things were going to be oh well. just some random thoughts anyway. i guess that when one experiences near hell situations, no matter how small they are relative to the world, he would be hardened and disillusioned. when when more comes his heart shatters and forms a heap of unsurmountable peaks where the initial core of innocence, naiveness, hope and love lie encasted. reality is so far off ideality and perception. sometimes i just find it so hard to hold on to my beliefs simply because they hurt so much. ___________________________________________________ i miss lots of stuff and people and the memories that were forgotten but resurged. will they ever know that i miss them? ______________________________________________________ sometimes i just feel that im surrounded by kids and childish brats i dont feel like 17 anw better sleeep now lots of pw more to do tmr crap. release me.
on the other hand maybe i should really drop chem and physics and run around naked |
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